OMG. . .In SoMany Ways

Where Have You Been

I miss your posts

It’s been a while, hasn’t it?

Where have you been

OMG, . . .in so many ways

Where have I been? Here, right here.

OMG. . ., in so many ways.. Living life. A challenging yet tender few months, tears flowed. Anger couldn’t be kept at bay. Empathy. Compassion. Watching someone valiantly battle cancer. Losing the battle.

Those alongside mourn. You know– living life

I mean, who wants to read about that? Or per, perhaps you do? I never questioned God as part of these fragile days. But I wasn’t doing what I usually do. I didn’t read uplifting meditations, nor stomp my feet and shout Why, Lord? Where are you.? I did talk to friends. Asked what should I do now? Seems surreal, and I may have shouted and stomped my feet to them on an occasion or two. All felt like a dream. No. Maybe a nightmare. This wasn’t supposed to happen, at least in my fairytale world. But it did!

And I’ve learned a few things. Being honest and vulnerable takes courage. Life isn’t fair. Why was I holding on extra tight to that. God’s angels. All around me, even if I don’t recognize them immediately. Right smack dab in the middle of my pity party, they snuck the midst. Oh and then there was the rainbow, The sign out of nowhere, hindsighte is a wonderful perspective

So my friends, that is where I’ve been

OMG, and so many ways

Dedicated to Amy